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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2009|05:48 pm]
I've done it again

I made a new LiveJournal

So this will be the last entry I make in this one!

My name for the new one is Rachell_Kraze, so please add me!

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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2009|09:33 pm]
Uh oh...
Well, Pillow has been using the litter box, that's good
But apparently there's been some blood in his poop
>_<
Mother is gonna take a sample [gross!] to her lab and check it out to see if he's got parasites
Maybe he swallowed something sharp
I remember a while ago seeing a pile of barf from one of the cats, and in it was a sewing needle and thread
O_O
I'm glad it came out and didn't do any damage to whoever swallowed it
Why do cats love to eat stringy things?




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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2009|09:16 pm]



Hosted By:
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When:
Friday, November 13, 2009

Where:
Samba Nightclub
714 Girard Ave.
Philadelphia
19123

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Click Here To View Event


I'll be dancing for this event too! Come out and have a great time!






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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2009|11:49 pm]
So school is going ok so far. The only thing I don't really like about it is that every day I have class, it's at an earlier time than the day before... Idk it feels weird. I feel like I'm getting less sleep every day....
Tuesday - 1:30-4:15, 6-8:45
Wednesday - 11-1:45
Thursday - 8:30-11:15

During those days I wake up early, obviously. And then after Thursday I go down south to hang with peeps and we stay up til 5am and OMG it like kills me. Every week I gotta get myself back on a normal sleep schedule. GRRRRRRR Bitch bitch moan moan whine

But's it's 'k
Assuming all goes well after this semester, next semester I only gotta take two more classes that are required to get my Associates. And of course to keep my insurance, I gotta take at least two other courses, which I'm gonna choooooooooose
As stated in an earlier post, I think, I'm gonna try to get myself into that design class that they may be having next semester
And for the fourth class, I was hoping to either retake my Japanese II course, if I can get my textbook back from friends in MD.... Or maybe take German or something
Mother wants me to take something like an Intro to Teaching class
I have nooooo interest in that whatsoever
I can't teach. It's not in me
Nor do I want to teach. I don't like teaching things. I don't even have the patience to learn half the time, why would I have the patience to teach????? Wah!

I wish there was a machine that injected knowledge into your brains



Mew. I ordered KK hair last week sometime and it finally came in today! I got some Black Wine, Dark Auburn, and Red Hot
I made a few dreads in Black Wine, the first one was just a test to see if it would do that velcro klingy pilling thing again like my last set of self made dreads did. As far as I could tell, it didn't, thanks to the advice that girl gave me. Or maybe I just was dumb before. Idk. But I think the problem is solved. The second dread I made turned out pretty good, and thin, yay. The third one though seems weird, like maybe I used a lil too much hair than I intended
I really hope I make enough decent quality ones to put on my head
And maybe one day, if my skills and techniques have improved enough, maybe I'll make some custom orders for people and sell them. Maybe maybe. We'll see!



Anyway bed time. Class at 11am!!! a;weifhjgpi;ebnrp;a







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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2009|01:32 pm]
A girl on VampireFreaks seems to have been stalking me a little over the internets, and hits on me constantly. She inspired me to update my Facebook status and I got some positive feedback..






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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2009|07:47 pm]




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(no subject) [Aug. 16th, 2009|09:22 am]
Ahha!! Soooo cute! He's got short little leggies!!!







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(no subject) [Aug. 14th, 2009|01:59 pm]
I has a sty!! It's so lame
Anyone ever get those little bubble things at the base of their eyelashes that have a very annoying feeling when you blink?
Yea I get those sometimes. Usually I pop them. Probably not the best idea. But wtf?
I had one the other night and popped it and went to sleep
The next morning my eye was a little puffy but I didn't think anything of it
The morning after that I woke up and my eye was so puffy I looked like Quasi Modo lol
I wore my sunglasses all day and refused to take them off while I was out in public
The swelling went down a bit throughout the day and I thought it was going away
The next morning I woke up and it was puffy again like it was the day before. Grrrrr
So we came home from VA yesterday, and eventually I noticed that the area under my eye was starting to puff up a little too
So mother and I went to the ER to have a doctor look at it
He just gave me a prescription for some antibiotics and some gooey stuff to put on my eye 2-3 times a day
Meh..... How lame. Lol
It should all be better within a week. Hopefully in just a few days
Plus I got a huge zit right in the middle of my forehead, hahaha
Bah I'm staying in until my eye gets better






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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2009|09:16 pm]
So on a more positive note than my past few entries..

Jackie will be moving in within the next couple weeks
She will be attending Rutgers and it'll be easier for her to commute from here
We've been clearing out space in the guest room for her to move in her stuff and whatnot

But....

The condo that my mothers coworker was offering came to mind
As of now it is still uninhabited and he's still looking for someone to stay in it
Since it is like....... 5 fuckin minutes away from Rutgers, maybe she and I could move in there
It'll only be a little extra traveling time for me to Brookdale, but it'd def be worth it
So we're gonna talk to the guy and discuss stuff
Discuss rent and utilities and whatnot
Jackie and I would def need to get jobs

I'm actually growing my eyebrows back a bit. They'll be thin, and I'd prolly pencil them in some, but they'll be real and more socially acceptable for job seeking lol
And dye my hair back naturally and take out my piercings [::sniff sniff::]
But hey, if it gets me a job where I can do my equal part and support myself it'll be worth it

Of course we're not sure if this would actually happen but it would be awesome
We're already talking about what we would bring with us and stuff
And we can invite the boys over to stay for a few nights and chill without parents interrupting, especially in the middle of sexy times lol

Oooo and housewarming party! It'd be crazy
All Jackies friends and all my friends
Yikes. That'd be too many people lol


Oh boy. We'll see how this goes
If it doesn't happen Jackie and I will still be living together here in Neptune
There will still be madness
Sharpening the knives with the spoons lmao






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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2009|02:45 pm]
Today Greg and I have been dating for 8 months <333
Many more to come hopefully :)





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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2009|06:39 pm]
It's kind of irritating how some people who claim to care so much about me would not even stick up for me when someone says something nasty about me in front of them. Whether it's true or not, when someone says something nasty with malicious intent in front of you about someone you care about, wouldn't you stick up for them? Or at least say something like "hey that's not true don't say that" or "hey keep that to yourself"

Assholes
There are very few people I can count on to have my back. That's very sad







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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2009|08:09 pm]
So twice today I had a dream that I'm in a highschool and suddenly there's a zombie breakout and some people and I lock ourselves in the back room trying to figure out how to survive. We figure that the only way to kill the zombies is to set them on fire and make sure they cook. We made flammable solutions and sprayed some zombies and threw matches at them but there were too many zombies
People kept being stupid and opening the door and then getting bitten so we had to kick their asses out
Eventually we'd hear some noises and I'd look out the window and see army trucks filling up with survivors and we would grab our shit and start to run out and that's when I'd wake up

I vividly remember one zombie cuz some stupid bitch opened the door to look outside for some reason and there it was standing right there and my vision in the dream was kinda like a camera angling itself to intensify the feeling that this bitch was about to get pwned. The zombie made a low growl, sounded kinda like the deep rumble of a lion, not yet really a growl, but the things mouth was wide and it just engulfed the girls head and blood started pouring and she's screaming and we kicked her out and I shut and locked the door. Dumb cunt!

Zombie movies NEVER scared me, a lot of my friends love zombie movies but I never did cuz they bore me. But actually being put in the position where you gotta fight for your life or be torn apart by zombies... kinda scary!


Today is happy 7 month for me and Greg!
Celebration at Ghetto Meadows
:D


On the subject of Michael Jackson
I'm sad of his passing
Molesting little boys, of course I frown upon it
But he was a great musician and great performer, and with his music he expressed racial tolerance and..... sorry I'm being distracted by VH1..... other important stuff. Lol
I love that song Earth Song. The song itself, as well as the video, is so powerful and puts so much emotion and sucks the viewer into it.




.....Fusion Gillette LIES!!





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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2009|11:20 am]
Haha

I was a bit startled to hear the doorbell ring. Not that it never happens, but I'm home alone, and usually the only person who comes here randomly is my father, and usually he calls first
So I looked out my window to see if there were any cars and I saw none. I tried to see if whoever was at the door walked away, maybe UPS guy? Saw no one
Creeped toward the front door and saw two women start to walk away
Looked out the window and they were dressed very conservatively. One was older and the other was maybe in her late teens to mid 20's
I thought "Jehovah's Witnesses? Ha"
Went to open the door maybe a half hour later to check out how clear the sky was
Saw a piece of paper fall to the floor
A little flier, lo and behold, advertising a convention hosted by Jehovah's Witnesses to discuss the end of the world and such
And not only that, but the convention is being held in Blackwood NJ, the town Greg lives in
Ha!
This prolly isn't really amusing to anyone but me







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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2009|09:39 am]
Well Jaws is buying the keyboard off me for a few bucks. Prolly all it's really worth anyway lol


This is hysterical and adorable at the same time:







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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2009|07:54 am]
I got like 6 shoots lined up within the next 3-4 months. 3 of which are next month, that I know of. One in hopefully August, one in most likely August or September, and one I'm not sure when yet. Plus one or two more that I'm still kinda discussing with the photogs.
I'm excited cuz I really want to bring some new stuff to my portfolio. Something with more color or more eye-catching stuff. As I look at my MM port right now, just about everything is on a black or white background. I need change!

Yesterday morning I started cleaning the house at 9am. I cleaned the living room, kitchen, took a short break, then cleaned the bathroom. I finished around 3:30pm. I was exhausted, ate food, and took a 6 hour nap.
Woke up and started altering a shirt to fit me better and look better in general.
Mother came home and paid me $120 for the cleaning. Then she helped me set up the sewing machine so I could properly sew my shirt instead of sew freehand like I usually do with everything.

I decided it was time to get the cymbal pads out of my trunk that have been sitting in there and taking up space for a year and a half. Then Aunt Jude reminded me there was also a keyboard in the guest room that Glitch had left here when he had moved in a year and a half ago.
The cymbals belonged to J and I had told him a bunch of times that I had them but he didn't seem concerned about them.
So I decided I would try to sell these things. I posted a blog and bulletin of them with pictures and asked for offers. J responded asking about the cymbals. Since they were his to begin with I'll just return them to him, now that he seems concerned about getting them back.
The keyboard, I highly doubt belonged to Glitch in the first place, unless he stole it/borrowed it from someone and never returned it. Plus he never asked about it throughout any of the bullshit we went through with kicking him out and moving back in and kicking him out again and moving to Maryland when he asked for his other stuff but never asked about the keyboard.
So it's mine to do with as I please.
It's used and a little dinged up but I'm more than sure it still works fine. I know some electronic musicians, I'll probably message them personally and ask if they'd like it and if so what would they offer.
Hey it's a few extra bucks in my wallet if someone wants it.
Of course if Glitch wants it back he can pay a few grand for it since that's about how much he owes me lol

Also there's something called Plato's Closet that's near the mall that's closest to Greg's place, and also located in some other areas, that buys gently used clothes from within the past year from fashionable brands and stores. I have a few items from Wet Seal that I only bought to wear in the Philippines and never wore again that I'll gladly trade in for a few bucks each. Might not be much but it's either a few extra bucks, or clothes that I'll never wear again taking up space. Hmmmm....

I need to pack and maybe take a nap and head down to Greg's later. We're gonna go see Transformers 2 I think :)






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(no subject) [Jun. 12th, 2009|09:58 am]
Jeez why do some people have to end up dragging people into shit that they had nothing to do with? I ain't falling on anyone's fuckin sword. Myah!

Greg and I made burritos. Mine was so full of stuff it fell apart in my hands and it was as if I was eating a glob of mush with some bits of tortilla thrown in there. Mmmmmmmmmmmm burrito



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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2009|03:36 pm]
Oh yea and I also elbowed a cop in the chest haha! I was dancing and he came up behind me! Only reason why I didn't get thrown in handcuffs



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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2009|04:48 pm]
Well I got pulled over the other night in Delaware county, PA
Apparently I ran a redlight, though I didn't recall doing so

The cop said he was going after the guy in front of me for running the light, but decided to pull me over instead since I apparently did the same thing

But the thing is that when he turned on his lights, I didn't have anywhere to pull over to let him go, so I kinda of had no choice to run the light

Or that's what we thought the story was

Until we drove down that street going the other way and checked out which light I had run, and noticed that the light he said I ran, the next light wasn't for another like, quarter mile. So there was no light to have had run
Or something
Idk, it's fucking retarded, but Ima fight the ticket
I already owe various people and things like a total of $550, and I only have like $200
Ain't no fucking way I'm paying $109 more for this bullshit


Had my shoot on Thursday
Went pretty well I guess
Have 2 shots from it already, there should be about 8 more coming
And then I have another shoots on June 13th which I've already mentioned in previous entries
And of course Alex kinda invited herself into it
Didn't ask me, since it's my shoot and all, but asked the photographer
And I don't really have any reason to say no
I don't mind shooting with her, though I've made it clear to the photographer that I do need to have at least 40 shots of myself for the company I'm going this shoot for

Next weekend is Starscape
I still have a lot of catching up to do with my classes
I need to do some more job hunting
I applied to KMart the other day
I need to actually call Spencers and KMart on Monday to bug them

And now I'm tired of typing

Oh wait, I had a dream like a half hour ago

I dreamy I was chillin at someone's house and Glitch randomly showed up with some chick. And I forget what provoked me to do so but I spilled my soda in his face, broke the glass on his head and beat him up
Haha. And then the girl got mad and tried to hit me so I beat her up too



Oh and Freya contacted me the other night
I was in a pissy mood and kinda went off on her about the money she and her boyfriend owe me
Which.... I shouldn't have been as much of an asshole as I was, but I do have a right to be on her ass about the situation
But as far as I know she's going to pay me $150 when I see her in a couple days
So I'll be able to get some shit off my back
I owe both a lawyer and a friend $150 each and I'm not sure who I should pay back first
Probably the lawyer since I've owed him longer and idk what else kinda charges he might add on for not paying sooner
Myah
Eh

I'm trying to get in a better mood and cleaning is helping me get there
And stuff
I also gotta go to Macy's and pay them some crap

I'm out for now








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(no subject) [May. 26th, 2009|03:33 am]
Friday night, me, Greg, Jack, Jay, and Bobby drove up to Jae's house in North Jersey
Spent the night up all night rolling and speeding and yada yada
Watched Final Fantasy
Never played the games, but watching that movie while rolling.... Yea
It's like, intense as shit
And that part where the guy realizes his mother's liquid.... soul or whatever the hell it was had all drained away. It was like I felt his pain! That shit would suck! I recall that feeling though. I've felt it before though I don't remember when or what it was about. Crazyness

Fell asleep around 10am and woke up around 6pm
I left to go to Bryan's bday party at Little Marakesh
Good food saw people's it was a good time
Left to go back to north Jersey and I ended up lost somewhere in Secaucus or something cuz GPS decides to give wrong directions in north Jersey
And to top it off, my phone was about to die
So if it died while I was lost in Secaucus then I would have been f'in screwed
But I found my way out before it died woo

Up again doing the same shit and watching cartoons
Jae's 4 year old daughter, Realm, joined us the next day on a trip to NYC
The guys wanted to go to the village and find a smoke store with any smoking pieces
We walked around the city, in a HUGE fuckin circle, for 5 hours
My feet were hurting and Realm had to be carried a lot

By the time we had actually found the area we were looking for, everything was closed
So we just walked back to the ferry
Bobby had stolen a street cone and carried it all the way back home with us
Reminded me of our senior prank years ago

Realm was put to sleep and the rest of us drove back to Philly
Stayed there the night doing some more same stuff
Woke up and Greg and I came to a bbq/picnic at Camille's parents house
Ended up falling asleep there for a couple hours
Left to bring Greg back home

Greg and I had a pretty good day today
He was acting a bit more like how he acted with me when we first started hooking up
Cuddly and sweet and cute and gross
And I like that stuff
Left to go back home a few hours later



Shoot on Thursday
And Starscape on the 6th in Baltimore
Excited as shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
Then another shoot on the 13th
Then explosions!






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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2009|02:45 pm]
Haven't really been doing much updating here lately

My 21st b-day is in 2 days
Yay!
Ima be at Nocturne and at midnight Ima be allowed to go downstairs
And then be bored again in 3 minutes
Haha

I'm just hoping that my trial will be an easy in-and-out thing
Just gimme my verdict, gimme whatever fines I still have to pay, and let me enjoy the rest of my birthday

I gotta start on my new online courses and order the books for it

I have a photo shoot on the 28th with Plague of Angel Rift Photography and then another shoot on June 13th with Justin of Kaos Graffix for Swollen Skateboards
Ima be another Swollen girl along with Alex, Bee, Mandy, Roger, and that Poison chick
Saweet
And since I live in an area where there are tons of skaters, I think I'll definitely help the company by promoting them here
Not to mention I can get discounts on boards and shit from them anytime I want for the rest of my life
I miss skateboarding
I didn't do it a lot when I was younger, but it was still fun, up until I lost my skateboard

Anywho
Jackie is over and she's taking a nap
I'm hungry and I feel like cooking
So I might wake her ass up and go to Foodtown and decide what we should make for din din






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